LETTER FOUND 8-5-1999 Brandyn Doe

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My Friend. This was the last i heard from you. It was something to be able to see you one last time. (Little did we know what the future had in store for you.) I know your not Dead. I know your not alive. I just hope Your okay inside. Its been so long.. Brandyn Doe my friend growing up. Was an addict like me. Unfortunately my friend  Over Dosed on Heroin. Mind you He lived But not like Awake. 
What i know is, He Over Dosed in a car, People (" Friends") he was with assumed that he was just out for the fact that when people do Heroin or any Opiate they tend to nod out. fall to sleep. Mean while these people left him in the car as they went to party, and then carried him in to a house and put him in a room. While they continued to Party. In that time he had 4 or more Heart attacks and multiple ceasures. (its been awhile any corrections email me!!)
By the time His "Friends" Realized Brandyn was about to die it was too late...He lived, not like your or me. 10yrs Brandyn has been alive in body in a coma..... I feel so bad and I support whatever his mother chooses. 
What I learned from my Friend. As he says in his note... about FRIENDS.... Tho we all may have 500 200 or 100 Friends on our Facebook, Truth is 1 or 2 will truly stick by you threw it all.  Don't try to live for "friends". If you need to change you and your ways for someone you call a "friend" you are not anything. If you are you and lose people for being you. You will find Friends. 
I believe Brandyn could have succeeded in Rehab.. I really do. The thing i believe that took him away from treatment was Religion. You cannot try to change a  person to  much all at once. Especially with addicts. To Drop an addiction I strongly believe you need to be in a place free from Religion. In Brandyn's case he was not yet on the track of finding and or believing in Religion. Therefore Trying to Push Christianity on him while he was to kick dope combined into Another reason for him not to. I believe this. I was never forced that way. I am so thankful i was not. An addiction alone is Hard enough to kick. If anyone knows anything.... They would no that eventually you find what you seek, whatever its called, where ever you find it, you cannot force it, or demand it... Its everywhere and certain Religions and Groups keep people away from it. Unfortunately this does not belong to any Religion or Group. So 
Brandyn was not racist but you know Jail it pushes the people into groups of ignorance. 





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