DOWNLOADING: Freedom within Life After Death

For some reason the thought of mother has seeped into my mind tonight.

I keep telling myself she died.

The need to let go and not dwell speaks.

You have practice. Just ignore.

Remind yourself she's gone.

No drugs to cover the pain.

Just me. Looking at a cluster of Confusion and disbelief.

Carl dead. Mom died.

I live and continue to walk threw it. stronger than ever.

Truth sets you free. Death set you free. as long as you dyeing.

If luck runs away. If not

The Moment becomes by.

When their memory seeps inside sneaks my mind.

Overtaking the conscious Overthrowing my order.

I have built.

Peace I will have.

No matter the cost. No paymentis required when you flee the Sick flock.

Many years seeing truth in lies. trust in the fake. love masked hate.

Even amongst the kaos in my world. I can still Build order. Find peace.

Without drugs. everlasting Infection.

Daily Just entering me. reminding me. I can get there. just comes.

Overcome this mass confusion. Find the light in dark. thats my Fashlight.

That keeps me walking. keeps my mind learning how to unfeel reheal forget.

Love and the lies that woke my soul. Life and Death that attempted to cut my throat.

Peace i feel. Happiness come with no strings attached.

This light just lets itself in. Unwanted. Unexpected.

Truths came to fruit. when all my demons died or Dropped left behind.

What soothes me. I know.

I have faced. Overcome.Came. Replaced to become an move on.

Every now and then.

Ghost of dead find away threw my creative web of disconnection.See the light in the small pinhole crack

In my mind. some times they spark a thought. Been there. Done that. Theres a fire Get out move on.

Time to keep moving on.

I admit.

I never realized....................

How Humans with you blood in there body.

Can cut you so. you so.

Till i Witnessed, lived it. think it. every instant .

Sspark, given a Way. Sparkes starts fire inside the closed Casket to far down to find.

In all the madness.

Love and happiness exist. Even when it feels you lost everything. I find Freedom within.

Funny to find life after death. Thats why i think this way. I see things in depth reverse instead.

Mario Alejandro Cavuoto Madrid Godzcamera October 7 2010 9:10pm